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e shtunë, 27 dhjetor 2008 @10:10 m.d.

hmmm.. 101st post.. remind me of Dalmatians... ok.. just something random to start off things.. hehehe.. soon another new year is about to begin.. makes one wonder what the future holds.. At the same time, makes one reflects on the past year too.. sorta just went around reading blogs and there was one that struck me.. think i am learning more than she is learning from me as a group member.. mistakes are beautiful..Well, it's gonna be A'level year.. so yeah.. shall not blog much.. needless to say ba.. Well, things are going quite alright i suppose but i am not really giving myself the best that i can give to myself.. well, guess at least there was a slight start.. better than nothing at all. and whooo.. downgraded psp which means i can play all sorta game but hmmm.. someone dear isn't too pleased.. bleahz... piracy.. tsk tsk.. bad boy.. Well, i suppose sometimes i guess one happiness would sometime mean causing slight unhappiness elsewhere? oh man.. sometimes we realize so many things and aim to change but ugh.. it's just so hard to lift oneself up to change... hmmm.. ok.. i am so not sure what is going on in my mind right now.. oh well.. till next time.. hahaha..

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e shtunë, 20 dhjetor 2008 @12:01 p.d.

hmmm.. today sure was an interesting day.. DIY kite was a failure but in the failure, lessons are learnt.. shall try again soon.. well, then went out to west coast to hang out till like 8? woah. . then dinner and woah then chat and hmmm.. something super touching was put forth to me.. thank you Teresa Josephine.. if u will ever read this post.. well, i never knew many things and well, guess i am super childish but yeah that's who i really am i guess.. hehe.. but hmm thanks so much for being such a great student to u and of coz to the other 10 members.. i wouldn't have been where i am now if not for u guys.. the impact each and everyone of them gave was unique and man.. the group wouldn't have been a great one without u guys.. can also say tt i envy u guys? my confi grp was different. we have never been on a group outing and we are not really bonded as a group sadly.. but yeah.. teacher gave an impact but it's sad tt the grp didn't bond and i guess one reason why i came to be a junior cat was to try to change tt bonding issue and well, i sure am pleased with the group who has gone on 2 outings though not everyone is present.. well, i believe tt u guys are more bonded than i was with my group and i am real happy for u all.. the coming year will be another challenge so do keep in touch and all yeah.. more outings on the way alright.. and well, teresa has just affirmed me of some of my worries.. just this one affirmation is really touching for i would have not dreamt of being that way.. guess there are many more things that can be done.. but hmmm.. thanks Claire.. you have made a difference to not just my life but those u have encountered.. that i am sure.. so jia you!!!!

♥ you and i both loved

e mërkurë, 17 dhjetor 2008 @2:24 p.d.

Well, went for the penitential service yesterday even though it was only about 6 hours ago.. Before that well, i suppose life isn't easy and harsh realities do come right up at ur face.. it was hard but then it was something tt had to be faced.. taking up a responsibilty means persevering in maintaining tt responsibility. i just wish tt this would carry onward to my academics.. oh well.. no tries but rather a simple 'do it'.. dun really know what to blog.. maybe somethings are meant to be locked within one's mind and all.. and to be shared only with good friends.. so be prepared y'all... tata...

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e hënë, 15 dhjetor 2008 @8:08 m.d.

Well, illness is contagious jsut as how a laughter is but hmmm, seems like alot of things are contagious.. Well, there was this instant where a friend would be affected by his loved ones.. strange but yeah when the sound was heard it was so strong tt it affected the listener who then just have the urge o just cry it out too.. it was just a really sad instant. the search for hope is tedious and full of hardship but tt single speck light tt seems so far away makes one want to give up but then giving up seems so easy that it poses no challenge at all but why not one rather just stay strong and be there for another who is about to falter behind. i suppose that would be a much better alternative which is full of challenges and uncertainties but certainly the outcome will be one which is totally full of the sense of achievement and all.. so keep it up and defeat is only a stepping stone to a greater victory...

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e premte, 12 dhjetor 2008 @11:35 m.d.

Oooh. the holiday is soon coming to an end!! ahhh.. time to wake up to school mode.. haven't touched any work!!! sorta.. mmm.. bad bad procrastination at work. been staring at computer screen playing, going out and all!!! oh no... well, maybe not only the time that is going too fast but also life.. bleahz.. my bad.. gotta slow it down and enjoy life.. well, tmr's godbro's baptism!!! wooooo.. coool.. and scouts in the morning.. will so try to not get all sweaty and all.. yeah man.. well, just send my dear gf, K770i for repairs at the service center.. the poor girl has two parts of her body which is nto functioning.. the number 8 and 9.. that totally sorta made her lame?? like totally?? cannot sms properly with t,u,v,w,x,y and z missing from smses!!! ouch.. hope she'll be better when i collect her next Thursday.. At the same time, next Wed will be having a cat class grp outing!! though it's not the whole class, i guess it's better than nothing.. just a simple picnic at West Coast Park so sky you better not cry on that day alright.. must let the sun smile away and the wind blow away!!! hehehe.. Well, to slow it down, just had a farewell party for a dear clasmate, Anastasia whose presence would surely be missed next year!! but have fun and give it ur all wherever u are yeah though u may not read this!! heee.. it was a fun day man at Botanical Gardens.. sorta picnic but then errrr.. after food it was stone and stone and just chat around.. haha.. tt was interesting.. climbing trees gave a moment of excitement but it soon died off.. waaa... well, then today sorta spent time away too but hmm.. oooopss.. hehehe.. voice was super lost la.. never before i tell u.. ughhhh... disgusting... and tmr is sat!!! ahhhh... hope voice will recover by morning!!! heheh.. alright that is more or less what is randomly in mind now.. hehehe..

♥ you and i both loved

e hënë, 8 dhjetor 2008 @8:55 m.d.

Well, it sure feels good to be back where i live.. another place that is nice to be back in is of course my motherland but well, there are perks in the country you live to? NS sure is one?? if i am not kidding it'll be weird!!! and wow.. things sure happen no matter what.. so now what? this or that? haha.. confused little soul.. haha..

There is just this particular something that strikes me.. It's just the basic thing of figure of speech.. Do we say what we really mean from the bottom of our heart or do we just say it from the bottom of our heart just for that period of time? so which is true especially if we say we've never felt like this before? or is it just an expression? So far, only One knows the answer..

Well, all i know is that i miss the people around and i wonder.. have i changed towards a negative side?? hmmmmm... much to ponder on?? will something happen? well, waiting to see..

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