e martë, 28 prill 2009 @10:46 m.d.
Well, today would seem to have been a really sucky day.. superbly sucky at that.. In sch, there was 2 time-pieces that was sprung for us and man.. i so didn't complete my lit essay.. not even half completed..Well then, at certain points of life, there would be this instance where you would feel undeserving and extremely lousy.. any attempt to cheer you up fails and you just fall deeper and deeper into that trap.. why are we the way we are? that may be a question that one wonders at times.. haha.. righttttt.. dumb question but it is not as dumb as it seems.. what the hell am i DOING!!!!!!!!!! ass... lol.. ideas are brought forward and what have you done with your life? nothing? or have you done something? what are you? a failure? are you breaking up? are you runnning away from the reality? are you filled with so much sin that you've been desensitized? Do you know what is sacrosanct? Are you trespassing? Are you that weak that you can't even perform a simple act? What has happened to you? Where have you gone? Why are you moving away? What do you really want? Why aren't you willing? Why those emptiness? Can you be taken for who you are? Why are you so engrossed in hedonism? What are you? Who are you? Can you? Should you? Many a question and yet there are many more that hasn't been asked.. Confused state sure makes one's mind wander and there is a tendency to lean towards the pessimist viewpoint? are you really trying? is it enough? Why aren't you using your gifts which is blatantly asking for your usage? Do you really care? What do you care for? Who do you care ffor? Who are you living for? WHy are you still living? What is your purpose? Are you myopic? DO you know? Do you do? What are you doing here?
♥ you and i both loved
e enjte, 16 prill 2009 @9:19 m.d.
Well, 1sly, i am happy!! yay~! used my 2hr break before pe today to get something from Orchard!! been wanting to get it but didn't have the time to do so sadly.. Well, at last i have it. Though it may not be the cheapest but that's the only one that i could find which is practical and so might as well? abit of a worthy investment!! yeah.. from here, then can make other stuff too!! alright.. just happy.. At the same time, while on the way to the shop, an elderly man approached me and asked me if i could spare him some $? guess since i could, i just gave $2 to him? yeah.. it is always nice to give +)
Well, the Holy week has passed and quite a few things happened? quite sad that i couldn't make it for scouts but then yeah.. There are certain things that need priority. 1stly, CONGRATULATIONS to my great friend Wei Jin who got baptised on Easter in St.Ignatius' Church!!! Welcome!! Haven't kept in touch for some time i guess.. oh man... Well went for the mass with Claire and then it was quite an interesting experience to walk home at ard 1am.. totally..
Well, i sorta forgot what i wanted to blog about as my mind is just filled with something else?
aiya... dunno.. ah well.. shall blog again in the near future.. no idea when that will be but yeah... Well, it's just real sad... really sad.... there is this coldness wrapped ard my heart.. well, though only for a moment but that really haiz...... hahahhaa
♥ you and i both loved
