e hënë, 18 qershor 2007 @11:30 m.d.
Once again it's been quite some time since i update this blog of mine.Alot has happened once again since i last updated..both pleasant n unpleasant..Last Sat went to SAPS for her Family Fiesta.wasn't too bad but wished she could come but well it is not to be..then went to church for the extra line dancing practice in church..then went to mass alone coz parents didn't go n sat beside my mei mei.Then went for Youth group carollin session.Then it's Sun..lookin forward to the retreat coz thought would b spendin alot of time with her but well not to be again..made her unhappy a couple of times..felt real bad..well wanted her companion but didn open my mouth n she didn know n i got sad which well then led to my actions which made her unhappy.Lucky me 2 have her coz she 4gave me twice n were quite ok by dinner time n then went to the church to take some pics 4 ryan's project.Then i went back home with her,carmen n Justin.well i missed a chance of doing something that nite.oh well..
Monday wasnt better in the end coz i made her unhappy again..Then she got nagged by her father..coincidentally,i too got nagged..
Tues was well better coz she 4gave me agn when we were havin lunch..Thenks...
hmmm no time to continue e rest..another time i guess or else i'll kene nag..will jump 2 2day..
Fri at last..well at least things b/w us are back 2 normal..went to meet her after her training..thankfully i was dry by the time i met her coz actually was soakin wet..was caught in the rain while on the way 2 lot 1..Then went to mini toons 2 buy some hp accesories..decided 2 buy the same thing n paid 4 them..After that went out 4 lunch at macs n was so "lucky".met Farhan n hi bro...of all ppl man..oh well..no harm..i think..Then went home n e day juz went thru..Then went out to buy some groceries n went to see her agn...Then came back home n well waited 4 parents 2 come back b4 i can use the comp..then my mei mei tell me something interesting..then..argh another time..mom came out n nag liao..oops..oh well normal....daily occurences..oh n when i read ur bolog i was feelin err i dunno..juz a failure i guess but i shall make up for e unhappiness i've casted.easier said..but i will do my best..n hmmm..actually shouldn have said tt..should hv juz do e action instead of talkin abt it..k k...dyin..mom come out agn i really become roasted,....
Got the chance to update my blog again and alot of things sure can happen within the period of 4 days..maybe alot is too simple to describe what has happened..but ya there was pleasant things as well as unpleasant things that happened..Well shall start from Tuesday.Another day of preparation for the mission trip.But first i had cca n had 2 entertain a guest..wasn't that bad..Then went to her block 2 wait for her before we go church together with both her sisters..first time going for the balloon sculpting lesson..was fun man..burst 2 balloons..both sorta unexpected..1 right in front of her n e other was just real loud n ya..sorta caused some buzzin sound to the ear..2 loud..poor her n ryan..sit close 2 me when the balloon burst..then went out for dinner n came back for carollin session..wasn't bad..had fun n tried to do some harmony..well was just an enjoyable day..And best of all,something happened which erased my previous worries..phew..Wednesday wasn bad also..woke up early to company her go her school.Then went to fetch her n went out for lunch..Well was a happy day n ya..Thursday wasn really pleasant..everything was going fine at 1st until i had to walk out of the cat office when she did her chem hmk..was just sorta affected..couldn help her in the work coz i didn really pay attention in class which result in me not knowin my subjects well..Just felt real stupid..so went out for a walk which proved to b a wrong choice for it made her unhappy n just lose her mood..tried to say sorry but she haven't cooled down n well dun think there's much i can do..Thankfully she talked to Carmen n cooled down..Praise the Lord..Then it was quite enjoyable when i went out to have dinner with her n her sis..was real touched coz she said she felt like eatin char siew pao but knew tt i wanted ice kachang since a few days ago n so she didn get to eat her pao..that was real sweet..Then went back for line dancing.wished i could stand next to her but she was rite in front..oh well can't always b together i guess..was a lil tired..tried not to let her see it but failed..but ya tt's me..hehe..After the line dance practice which was fun though i didn get a single step of the cha cha cha..but the other dances were fun...then stayed back to company her a lil..And lastly,today..woke up early after gettin a call from my "sis"..sorta waited for her sms.but ya.she needs sleep n woke up late..by that time, my "sis' was askin me whether i can company her to Admiralty but i dunno if i could coz i wanted to meet her..for that, sorry sis..Then my Np squad mate asked me if i join him n his gf in Westmall n so i told him i'll see 1st..will feel weird anw..play gooseberry...in the end didn go n join coz her mood wasn so good..was real worried about her..couldn wait for the time when she'll tell me what she was going through..n well like me i guess..but ya..believe that u can ya..have faith..i have faith in u n know u can achieve wad u want..so jia you ya..Sorta sad also coz of something..Then i just had to wait till her tuition ends..Thankfully she was feeling better..n just when everything seems fine, my hp just had to go haywire..didn receive her sms till abt half an hour later..felt real bad coz i made her unhappy again..so decided to use comp n update blog..it's time anw 2 update..Well sorta know she not too happy thru her sms..didn know wad to do n sorta hurt by wad she said but well no1 is perfect n it's not her fault that she said wad she said coz if not of me,she won't b like tt..gonna hate my hp but well hv 2 b thankful that i hv 1..n 2 hv a great gal like her..All i could ask for..so just waited till her tuition ended n how happy i was when she smsed agn..this time it's the opposite of bad.can sleep well man..real well..cant wait to see her tmr..hope she can go 4 e saps family fiesta..then after thet go line dancing in church..then hv carollin session then Sun hv party for my P3 cat class n Sec3 retreat.will b away from home practically the whole weekend..but hope can spend time with her..alot of time..hehehe..n i shall not mention of the time when she had her tuition man..was depressin man..tmr i'll tell u if i can remember..haha..tt was unpleasant..totally...lucky have my senior..raymond aka teddy bear aka stone aka chi wa wa..thanks alot man..till next time then..hope the weekend will b a great one..Weekend wasn't really bad coz i was out nearly the whole wkend..realized that i am yet to do my revisions..well gotta start soon but the question is when..well anytime i guess since i've been in a real light mood..Thanks to ***** who has just inject life into my not so fun life..lots of things wouldn b as it is without u..so thanks..Glad that i could just b there n let u forget your miseries..it's just nice to know that u're happy.Sianz..don't feel like going 4 training tmr coz some1 who i dun really like will b coming 2 visit but oh well nothing i can do about it...cant wait for tmr coz will b spending time again with her from afternoon to night..but 1st have to go 4 cca..now need 2 print e attendance as well as e x'mas carols for tmr..mayb later on b4 i sleep..As for Today..hmmm..dun really know wad to write..think i hv sorta mixed everything up..well Sorta made something 4 her..hehe..wasnt really perfect..but ya..think she like it..shall make more some other time..esp if i'm free or b4 gg to Kuching..oops..my hp went haywire once more can't receive smses..oh ya..haha..was real touched tt morning when i took photo with her..well u know wad u did..real sweet man..if only i had my other hp..would do e same man..Well haven't really had time to update my blog n ya change the skin..quite alot has happened.Well has been real happy so far and ya the previous time, the sms didn come coz my phone went haywire..couldn receive smses..Went for 2 Kuching mission trip preparation sessions and sorta not really in e mood 4 e 1st 1 coz was a lil tired but ya was real touched when she moved to the back to sit with me.sorta cheered me up.Sadly i had to miss the balloon sculpting preparation coz had my commitments to my cca.Yesterday attended the whole of the preparation session.enjoyed it alot.packin wasn bad coz all i had 2 do was cut pieces of paper.Then after tt slack.Then went out for dinner to Westmall..Didn really feel like eating.Fat enough..so ya..Then line dancing wasn bad.Provided i'm not distracted n am listening to the beats of the music.Today well woke up early again to company her 4 her cca.Then got 2 spend time with her..thankfully..Enjoyed the time i spent together with her..though i think i think 2 much..Thinkin of e worst case scenario n well should think positive..Well can only hope for the best i guess n hope that nothing bad will happen or else....till next month then e outcome will b a mystery..Bleahz..sianz..got nagged..say what muz know my limits then say muz catch up...growing tired of studying but wada choice do i have?can only try my very best n start workin..At last i'm using the computer again at home.So shall just update.While waitin for a reply.dunno if hp haywire again.Gotta go for some talk to the pri 6 students tomorrow..quite sad that she may not go.Well should b happy that i'll still see her(",)Stayed up a lil last nite to do what i had planned n well don't really remember what happened yesterday.All i know is today is quite an enjoyable day..Oh..i remember liao..Wanted to send her to school but couldn coz attendin mass with family..After mass went home n then went out again to fren'z house to do some Np stuff..got interested with the design of the condo..never see b4..then after completing called cher saying we might reach sch at 12pm but ended up reaching there at ard 1 coz was watchin a video.Think i gonna get it next training.oh well..left my fren coz i had something to do..went BP n LOT1 n looked ard..Then went to her sch 2 meet her.Then went to church to help a little before attending mass again..After mass went for dinner..Well sorta bothered by the full-story that she meant...Wanted to send her to school but again i had to go with e morning mass with my family.Well nothing i can do about it.So just went for mass then came back home..Rested awhile then went out again n bought something..Juz thought tt i ought to buy it..Rushed home to wrap it then went out again to meet her..Went for lunch then home then.........just happy but still bothered n awaiting a reply...till next timeMany things has happened the past few days.mostly enjoyable things.Sorta make think that i have no worries..spent Sunday with her in church and it was a really an enjoyable time..though it means lesser time for my revision for my Malay O's...which wasn't so nice...writing this in frenz house.shall update more when i using computer at home...Started the day well..met her in the morning before going for my malay extra class which is to prepare me for my O's this coming mon..Eventually was a lil late for class but well was quite lucky coz actually the class was locked n those who r on time had 2 wait while i juz arrived when the last person went in.Well my teacher said she wasn surprised..oh well..was 2 happy 2 b 2 bothered.Lesson was usual n felt a lil sad when my teacher said she was going to take the express malay class next year.she is a real good teacher after all.n caring too.n well just good.After class i headed back home to slack before meeting her again after her lesson finishes...n well i just got worried about her..felt that i had to do somethin but i am lost so i decided to wait till we got off the bus..mistake it seems to wait..in the end i didn achieve what i aimed for..well there's nothing i can do..well at least i gave my best n ya not as bad as not trying at all..Then here i am updating this blog after being away in M'sia 4 the wkend..missed her alot..sorta worried again when there was no replies n well how good it feels when the reply came though it was nearly time to sleep..wonder how tmr will b..mayb just another day or mayb not.Well after readin her blog,i was surprised..so ya..not entirely your fault ya..more like my fault..n have courage man..forgiving is of coz 1 of the things i will do..after all u know how i feel about u..haha..n it won't change n yea will b there 4 u..try my best..
Another day of holiday coz of marking day. Feeling real nervous about tomorrow coz getting back all my results. Know didn put in the necessary effort for finals and so ya worry alot now. Can only hope for the best. After all i will get wad i deserve. That is e worry. Now is for the happy side. Yesterday over and things cleared up n well things in life r juz back to normal n couldn't ask for more out of it. Praise the Lord..A day which didn go as planned as i just had to smartly try my luck n think that i know what i am doing but in fact was screwing up my day. Well regrettin won't b of much use. So just have continue with life and learn from the mistake and try not 2 let it happen but as it is always easier said than done,it shall be a challenge.Feeling happy about life.sort of worried about exams but there's nothing that can be done about it now. Spending time with someone special is a real nice thing to do. Though i just went thru a camp that was not really an enjoyable one due some reasons, the camp also has its positive side and it has taught precious lessons that can b applied in life which could in a way change the life i am living. Realized many things but ultimately, the decision to change is entirely in my hands. got 70 on the dot 4 malay.yea achievement.phew.wow stress free after exams but feeling so bored coz there is like nothing to do.maybe not nothing to do but is just not used to being so relaxed...juz thought tt i should create a blog just for fun n fill my time n juz well write about things.dunno if this is good.well shall juz try things out
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