e shtunë, 14 korrik 2007 @10:10 m.d.
Heh survived Fri the 13th.Got ambushed by 3 ppl with water bomb though..and i was in uniform.two hit the lower half of the body while the other was a head shot.Parade was something unique but nevertheless great..Things just happen yesterday..went Swensen's and the bill for 8 of us was $194..wow..that was what i call an atomic bomb..or nuclear for a dinner..then the rest went to watch harry Potter while i went home as i've plans to watch it with a great person..then got a call from a good friend who i've not talked to for some time..talked till i got home..heh..and apologise for the previous post..that is just something i dread..that's when i lose control of my emotions..and well..i've always hoped but that is not what i should do..I should take actions and make things happen and persevere..and a mistake sure can make all the change that is possible in life..1 simple mistake is all that it takes to cause a magnitude that is deemed impossible to happen..especially so in times of stress where one may be deluded and act without any rationale..but guess what's done can't be undone..now is to correct them no matter how hard things may seem..must keep on moving and persevering..for God is always right beside every single person.He has his ways.all we have to do is believe and let him do his wonders..Quite a few things happening next week.including Eng prelim oral 2.His3 test..E and Amaths test..and etc..this the life of one facing O's..no compalains as i'm just 1 of the millions to fall under this category..Weekend has been ok so far..Worried but nothing can be done..wish to share but who to share to?am i really so lonely?though i may seem to have lotsa frenz..or is it just me limitting myself?why do ppl do what they do?is it normal?one should forgive and forget but is it as easy as it sounds?the greatest love however is the Love only God can give..never-ending..no matter what i've done..no matter how many times i've let him down..no matter how i've neglected him when things just go the way i want it to be..can we give out that kind of love?i'm sure it is possible to find such a love here in this very place i'm breathing..especially when one deeply loves something or someone.which reminds me of a story from the bible of a wealthy man having a beautiful wife who later betrayed him and later worked as one who provides comfort.One day he happen to be where his wife was and though she was in a poor state,he picked her up and brought her home though he knew of her deeds.He then told her that he Loves her.unfortunately i can't really rmb the ending part.that is sure 1 story about love that 1 should imitate rather than to imitate ppl whom we deem as 'cool' or 'hip'.those are qualities which meets the eyes but we should look beyond that and explore the wonders of God.the woman who've made a mistake was too ashamed to face her husband.guilt.but with true love nothing is impossible.but how many of us can actually do what the husband did?The reason as to why the wife left the husband,i'm not too certain of.many possibilities.such as a conflict and she happen to come across another who happen to comfort her in that particular time.she's bored of her husband and run off with his money?oh well..can't rmb.reminds me of a page of the SJI school diary which has the phrase 'Where there is no love,put love and you'll find love'.God bless all..Loves..heh..just a random topic..not that i'm love-struck or anything..
♥ you and i both loved
