e hënë, 23 qershor 2008 @8:27 m.d.
The hols are nearly over.. so are exams.. just one last paper on Wednesday which is mathematics.. well, just hoping that it will be a pass for each subjects as i know that i have not fully settled down.. am now just doing whatever i could for maths.. it is not enough to let me pass but i should at least try.. and here i go..oh man.. right hand is injured.. after a simole game of badminton.. this is bad.. couldn't even lift a pail of water and walk.. don't think will be good if i exert more weight on that poor arm.. well, it was sweet walking down that path once again.. flashes came back.. do wonder at times but that may only mean i am deluding myself further.. a friend's blog struck me.. it was well something worth pondering over.. is it possible? well it sure is when we are happy and all but when things turn bad and sour, we tend to forget the happiness that has been shared.. focus is now given to that anger and unhappiness.. this is so true.. what is the true meaning? that is what i would like to know.. suppose maturity plays a big role.. if it so easy to let go and get another, i guess i will rather not have a go for that beats the whole purpose of what i believe in.. the weightage of it.. don't just say and do on impulse but really mean it and when one really does it, one will not sway so easily.. be true and you will see the joy of that which you have at every point of your life.. be deluded and it will just be there and easily broken and you will sway and you will see another in no time.. well everyone has their reasons.. we as people also tend to hang around people who are in the know or are better than us but we sometimes miss out those who are actually just keeping quiet and do not want too much attention.. sometimes it is hard too to even try.. i want to understand....i want to compromise.....i want to care...i want to wish...i want to have so many more other wants that i might well continue typing till i drop dead right in front of the computer screen..well, that's all there is for now..
♥ you and i both loved
