e mërkurë, 20 gusht 2008 @10:58 m.d.
Not too sure where to start... Days has been passing on like there's an end approaching... Nothing much has been achieved from the days... However, just an hour or so ago, a truly happy event happened... The similarity to the parable of the "Prodigal Son" was there... it was lost for a period of time and there it is the reunion. Though it was quite sad to see and know her to be in that situation, only the best could be given to someone you care for. The welcoming back of something you lost is truly a great event. So great that it brings about strength to continue on with life. Worries are replaced by soothing relief and the greatest joy to that reunion was to know that she is feeling much better after the time spent. She made me realize how at times there is no such thing as 100% getting over emotions. There is bound to be that bond so strong that nothing can ever break it. What we can do is move on and take things as they come. It is really sad to know someone caring a damned lot but is returned with what we regard as extremely horible treatment. The comfort one tries to provide for the other is a simple act and it the other chooses to ignore that simple act, the hurt brought about by that is so immense that it might affect a person emotionally as well as physically. Attempts are made to not feel that hurt but silly as we are, sometimes we just can't help being so sweet and nice to the one we care. Why are we like that? It is just our nature and there is nothing that we can do about it. It felt totally great.. the brief and yet meaningful chat session after the long period of time where we didn't communicate due to a reason which i am not too sure what it is myself..Frigging dying from work and work and work and test!!!!!Have fun..Ciaos..back to work.. thru the night...
♥ you and i both loved
