sing of the magic that was about you and me

e shtunë, 24 janar 2009 @10:43 m.d.

I realized that life is full of insecurity...... Not the 1st time but yeah... just felt like blogging? somehow, am just engulfed with negativity.. not sure.. fear.. but at the same time, i know that i want that special aspect. i am not too sure on how to put it across.. like the fear of losing something that u treasure just like that? the fear.. of putting in the best effort.. i guess i don't wish to go through a terrible experience that i've been through before.. a simple purpose is to be with someone that i care for and the rest is needless to be explained.. the next stage sure would be wonderful too and i would love to advance but well.. guess i got dissapointed and am fearful of wanting that too early now? so just needa live life to the best and if it'e meant.. it shall be..

WOw.. just talked to a great friend.. and she just said i am so like a girl sometimes? and she said i am a SNAG!!!! woah.. i didn't know what that was and she told me it's Sensitive New Age Guy... errrr.... okayyyy... interesting.. haha.. life never fails to surprise.. wow... that wasn't the 1st? another friend said the same when i was out with her for lunch?? feminine guy?? wow.. oh no... hahah. but obviously i have no attraction for guys.. lol..

♥ you and i both loved